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I promised I would post some pics from my lovely trip to NYC so here they are. the building shots were taken from the 49th floor of the Empire state building.

i ONLY HAVE THIS LOURNAL SO THAT i CAN SPILL MY HEART OUT AND IT WONT BOTHER ANYONE. lIKE IF i PUT THIS ON MYSPACE PEOPLE THINK THAT i'M SOME DEPRESSED WRECK OF A PERSON AND NO ONE WANTS TO TALK TO ME. BUT WHO AM i KIDDING? NO ONE REALLY CARES TO TALK TOME ANYWAY. i DONT UNDERSTAND. i THINK i'M A NICE GUY. i DONT GIVE OFF THAT SUPER ASSHOLE PERSONA. AND YET i GET CALLED A CREEP WHEN i INVITE SOMEONE TO A CONCERT. aND IT WASNT EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE A DATE. i'M JUST SO DAMN LONELY ANYMORE. i THINK i'M GONNA JUST EITHER BECOME A HERMIT OR i'M GONNA BECOME A CREEPY OLD MAN THAT SPENDS ALL HIS TIME IN STRIP CLUBS. i NEVER THOUGHT THAT MY LIFE WOULD COME TO THIS. i JUST WISH SOMEONE WOULD SAVE ME FROM THIS CRAPHOLE OF A LIFE. BUT EVERYONE( AND I mean everyone) is just that quick to dismiss me if I dont give them what they want when they want it. I dont understand how people can be so selfish when I've been nothing but generous my whole life. Oh well such is my life.